the moments pass....

"errr.... hey, juz wanna say, all the best for ur performance
later. i wished u earlier, but i thought u could use the extra
encouragement. haha. anyway, thats all i wanna say to u.
dun wry bout anything. u can do it. God will be watching u.
haha. do us proud. haha. thats all la. take care ya.
have a great day ahead" and he looked at it one more time.
reading through it again to make sure it sounded natural.
he pressed continue. and then the name.
he looked at it again. are u sure u wanna do this? he thought.
if u hit yes, there's no turning back. and his finger thrust
forward, pressing the button. the screen displayed,
message sent. he stared at his phone. are u regretting this now?
he waited for a reply. 1 hr.... 2 hrs.... 3... 6... 12... 1day........
it didnt come....

a moments dream is a moments past.....
how can anyone comprehend the situation which is
so greatly endured by someone who is
of no strength to bear the burden?

sometimes, we do stupid things, things so stupid, u even look back,
think of thoughts unknown, and wonder....
what drove u to do the things u do?

u do know the consequences, u already know the end results...
still.....
u did it.

but...... why?
u already know what lies ahead, whats the outcome, yet....
u hope for the other,
u hope that things would turn out for the better,
u hope that what u've never dreamt of will come to pass.
and.... u do it again.