lovely night

i picked up the phone....
shud i? or shud i not? if i do....
what would be the consequence?
i.....

hey, hi, er.... i didnt mean to.....
huh? oh nothing....
haha.... juz being random i guess?
haha....

i guess it wasnt so bad after all
we would have small talk...
i would ask u bout ur day, bout ur week,
and u would ask bout mine.

feelings sparks...
and thats how my heart would yearn for u
for every word u say, would brighten my day
and u would light up my life, even in the depths of night,
i would still feel ur warmth....
how i wish i could hold u close...

but even so.... u r so close... n yet so far.....
and i dream.... dreaming that it was not pretend.....
that i was with u...
that i could hold u in my arms....

and when the lovely night ends....
reality snaps back...
and i am lost once again....